we got given a holiday assignment for course, and we have to make a poster about our life journey, how we got to where we are today. this is by far the most awkward assignment i've ever done. because i'm not going to sugar-coat my life. but theres a whole 4 years unaccounted for. a whole 4 years that i have just blocked out of my mind. and i can't explain that.

sometimes when im at the gym and im tired and just plain cant be fucked, i picture your face, and how bad i wish you didnt have one, and i can go non-stop for 30 minutes. maybe you are useful afterall.