love; when i finish course, catch the bus home and hear a bunch of 14 year olds.. 'yeah bro i smashed her, i told him i wouldnt, but i told him i wouldnt cheat on him either'. i've never had more faith in the youth of today.

haii guiiz.......

THE WORLD IS ENDING!

i'll see you up there.

i envy those girls who can wear a singlet, and not have to worry about their boobs falling out. hahhaha, fml.

i always feel awkward when i finish course early and walk through town to get home. like today, i was walking through town at 1.30, i saw a whole bunch of napier boys high students in mcdonalds, and various other kids in their uniform walking through town. IT WAS 1.30! its like theres no such thing as school anymore, or education! i learn about the importance about having a good education at my course, so this stuff kinda pisses me off. ha.

i NEED a JOB!

just a weekend one. pleeease, why won't anyone give me a weekend job ?! cos' everyone in napier are tightarses. i just need a job for a few hours on a saturday and sunday ): its not like i'll be there annoying them on the weekdays. ahha. wish me luck?

back to course tomorrow. im actually kinda excited.. lol weirdo.

sooo these are picture of my room as of now.. as you can see, my sexy harry potter books and my brownie sash ;D this is just a form of motivation for me to be real ocd and tidy my room, so ill post some pictures when im done :)

i found these photos on my camera tonight.. from a few weeks ago when it was art deco weekend. every year they do a show with the planes. and i didn't even need to go to the beachfront to watch it, i could see it right from my doorstep. i couldnt take very good photos cause' they were going soo fast. but i caught some glimpses. it was actually amazing.

 

yus, i brought my hair dye today. brilliance number 85 violet vision. ma faaave :) i'm going to dye it tomorrow. im so exciteeeed, hahah my hair is ranga as right now. so after tomorrow, no more ranga-ness! hopefully it stops raining tomorrow. the weather is so depressing ): i need to figure out what to do for 5 days a week for the next month, cause' i only have 2 days of course a week until i start my work ex next month. and theres nothing to do on my days off cause all my friends have gone to uni or go to eit, so pretty much i have no friends. wooo.

it's 10.55pm and its still freezing cold! i've been covered up in my leavers jersey, ug-boots and my mink blanket all day :3 haha. i hope its not this cold tomorrow :\ i live in hawkes bay! i don't think that my body is made to adjust to this kinda weather.

i am so happy its the weekend. time to relaxxxx :D

i made sweet 'n' sour chicken for dinner! i swear it tasted exactly the same as the deep fried stuff you buy at greasy chinese takeaways. I AM AMAZING.

had my first day at course today. it was..different. but i like it :) we had to do reading and writing tests :L i felt like i was at school again! theres only like 12 people in my class, but its weird not having my friends to be silly with..

i miss my friends. i wish they didnt have to leave ); xx<3

starting course this morning :$ wish me luck!

I applied for a student loan today :) hopefully i don't have too much of a debt by the end of the year :/

i then walked up bluff hill, and found a seperate reserve i hadn't been up before. I WAS SO EXCITED. 

I start course tomorrow morning at 9am. I'm kinda nervous. I hate those meet n greet name games tell me something about yourself. >:|